KILL ALL CHILD PRODIGIES

why yes i did post a vlog just minutes ago and i decided to delete it because i am strong and not pathetic and i respect myself

i pity my body and all the things i do with it

vlog time

it’s a bad thing that while writing this monologue i’m imagining the epic bromance that don rafael had with the teacher in san diego. it’s sad that i can’t give them a ship name because the teacher is nameless. sigh

I chose the guro~ too! I hit someone’s desk with a stick and everyone freaked out lolz

lolz yeah br0 the guro is so ~complex~ and shit

hmmmm ayoko mag-ingay so hindi na ako manghahampas ng table lol

sorry guys the ‘read more’ function won’t work okay that last post was supposed to be a read more

raaaaaandom thouuuuuuughts

• i’m really glad i got the part of ~guro ng san diego~ for my class’s noli me tangere monologue. no one can repeat a character so i had to choose wisely, and my teacher said we should pick the character we felt for the most, and i chose the nameless teacher of san diego because i think he’s underrated and really awesome despite his sad fate. i mean, he rebelled peacefully against the friars and damaso by teaching his students the right lessons instead of the bullshit he’s told to teach. this badass spoke to damaso in spanish, which in the late 1800’s translates universally to i will not go with the flow of your corrupt bullshit because i am a dignified motherfucker. plus he’s passionate about education, and i will never not love anyone who lives passionately. 
• something just snapped on the knuckle of my ring finger on the right hand and it stings a lot but it’s starting to not hurt while i type so i guess it’ll be good by tomorrow. plus it’s a monday tomorrow, and monday sched is really chill. not much note-taking, won’t stress my hand out too much.
• i had an okay day, i guess.
• is it really obvious why i’ve gone back to writing useless personal entries on tumblr? i mean really, if anyone has a good guess (and i’m sure you’re probably right) then i dunno, tell me what you think? or don’t. i’d rather not talk i guess.
• i have no idea what’s gonna happen tomorrow in school. well not just school, i have no idea what’s gonna happen in the hundreds of thousands of hours that will pass after this current hour.
• i want to go to confession for some reason